vibe with me

its late night
im feeling great
got me in the zone
viben on the phone
remix the short breaths
of laughter with no regrets
smile so bright like a sunshine ray
dont mind us we gettin carried away
i swear i met u in another life
thats why to me this just feels so right
you rock like a punk band
i just wanna tell u man
you give me good feelings yo
cant describe they out of control
friend of a friend is how i met you
seems like now ill never forget you
not everyday you meet someone with intellect
and a blazing persona to match with it
you crossed my path and im diggen that
by the way those cheeks are fat
lemme pinch them to see u smile again
im thankful for my new found friend.

the pain inside to hide

would you hide the one you love
to play the part of the norm
afraid of all eyes on you
then ashamed of what they might do
taunt and teast like a puupet show
they'd laugh and play you for the fool
but its all in your head
stop being scared to be you
hidden inside the make believe
reality is begging to come outside
the true colors will someday arise
and you wont have to scream and shout again
you are alot like all the rest
but afraid to share it all with the world it's true
so continue on with all your lies and cheats
and with that mask that you do wear
one day soon the truth will surface
and thats when the jokes punchline will prevail.

freedom of the mind

screaming in silent rages
dont wake me if i am dreaming
the pit of my stomach moves
like a million crashing waves
do i see this shadow before me
as the real thing i once dreamed of
or has my mind teamed up with my eyes
and started playing tricks on me
battered and bruised
torn to pieces and shredded
my heart has been through it all
and blackened by all the ashes it lay rested
but within a matter of moments
unexpectedly, unaware and unsure
emotions begin to surface so very clear
i have never explored such a feeling like this
like a shining star on a cold lonely night
i lay awake to all hours; tossing and turning
beging to fall asleep and meet you again
its like you only existed in my dreams
pushing me back to being someone so sane
then i awake face to face with you
and i stare, because i dont even know your name.

let the stars

you are like a gentle breeze
getting me weak in the knees
like some kind of new disease
or that perfect harmony

let the beat play on
while we watch a new dawn
laying out front on the lawn
as the melody is now drawn

thou shall not conquer or defeat
with you as my music; there is no deceit
just vibes pounding on an ill beat
as we are pulled up onto our feet

you are like that perfect 16 bars
i have always been searching for
swear to the heavens, you are my shing star
sending my heart sailing away so far

mind sex [pt 2]

anticipation to the climax…. like that of a story…..
a story untold; yet physically just discovered. as the mind begins to control the un-deniable ways a person craves & desires to be touched, stroked with passion & rage (so-to-speak) & thus of which is created in a forcefield of emotions. ego-stroked conversation to get what one does truely insist on being that of a desire or a yearn for. a wanting, a needing, for something far more than that of which can just be *seem & not heard*. this is more mental, more physical. more devoured into stimulation, furthermore, sexual frustrations & satisfactions.

no matter the cause, the outcome, the people involved, literally or figuratively speaking; thus the damage is done. damage not only meaning good + bad, but however is perceived in the eyes of the claimaints & the accussed.

think about it….

mind sex.

1st lesson free - lmao

lmfao! this was just too funny i couldnt resist!
like seriously....wow! im speechless<3

re-born darkness

the thickest of blood
streaming from my eyes
my body falls to the ground
and the ashes that remain now flees
blowing away in the fresh air
as my body is carried away
nonetheless my soul remains
and not a second to lose
i search for your shadow;
wanting it to come out and play
in the late darkness
i devour this desire
and yearning sensation
as you cast away all of the pain
with one kiss of your lips unpon mine
flesh begins to form again
against my weakened soul
the numb begins to fade away
and chills become no more
and you are standing right in front of me
under the moon light so stunningly
as i plead all emotions for you
on this hollow night i am re-born.

lock away the key

if you could lock away all the love i shed for you
and put it in a safe place and throw
away the key;
then you would never have to live another moment
feeling so all alone
because everytime you needed me
i would always be right there with you eternally

i dreamed of you

as the words beg to escape my lips
i hold in one last breath of air
and allow myself to lose all control
before giving you all that you desire

groans become such sweet melodies
and the silence has now been broken
for every pieve of skin thats touched
lingers a new sensation for so much more

not just a fetish for your kiss
but a sickness to the end
of how the way you say my name
is now like medicine to my ears

rolling over and my eyes are wide open
i catch my breath in just an instant
to the vision of being all alone
and you were just a dream again

Blank Canvas

blank canvas
oil paints
silent echos
i close my eyes
and your face i see
awakening my senses
and my hands begin to move
grabbing for the paint
and pressing hard against the canvas
blank and of no form or shape
until you came to me
as the brush begins to glide
a face is unmasked
and the glow of your skin
seems to come alive
i am mesmerized of this
creatures pure innocence
staring at the picture
i see you staring back at me
picture perfect
perfect picture
my masterpiece;
you are everything to me.

Pour down on me

the pavement shines under the moonlight
and i become frozen in the memories tonight
every drop is like another memory from my mind
falling into my heart and to my soul it does find
because though the past is now a blur and gone
the thoughts always bring me back & carry on
time wont stand still as the visions dance around
its like playing that game of lost & found
so pour down on me the memories i once forgotten
the good, the bad, love & lust, sad & rotten
rain please ease away the pain and wash away the dark
give me courage to smile & let the days of love once again spark
they say fire can still burn even on the worst of rainy days...
so come let the sun shine through and clear away the grays!

icon madness- my favs!

Heart Seeking a Home Base

They say home is where the heart is...
But where is home if the heart doesn't have a home base!
Looking for a soul to unite with,
looking for a lover to understand.
Looking for that perfect heart beat,
the sounds that echoes through the silence.
Searching everywhere for that one who makes you feel
like no1 else in life ever has done.
The past becomes the future
and the darkness fades away...
Love, Laughter, Life.
Where is my home base?
Where is my heart?
Where is my soul?
Baby, Where do i start....

i once Dreamed of Love

Symbolized by a ring, placed in your hand;
I ask you for your honor, your love and devotion….
Symbolized by a ring, I tell you i love you, cant live my life without you…
And this here is my token.
Please accept it with love, the love I shun upon you,
and know that this special place in my heart, i want to
make a set place in my life….
So that is why i am asking you, and devoting my love to you,
and asking for you as my lover, my best friend,
and to please be my eternal partner…

Voices in my Head

It’s like my mental corruption
is caused by your verbal destruction
like the loudest drum in percussion
i cant take anymore discussion.
shut me out in deep silence, i ask
nothing is greater than a simple task.
careless thoughts, your weak act
lets not lie and say we are intact.
i am now that damaged soul, you see
see me as i was and not as i am to be.
turning me into that black of night
raging emotions don’t back down from the fight.
walk into the punchline of the story….
or walk into my punch with some glory.
voices in my head

Beach Love

grasping your fingertips
to intertwine in my hands
as we slowly step onto the
sand; mushing between our
toes as the sensation takes
me away. i look into your eyes,
to see the passion within
as you give off this grin
of pure bliss; im captivated.
we look to the ocean as
the waves create a scene
that melts my heart & makes
me fall in love; once more.
aggression rages; as the breeze
takes control, sending
chills down my spine; the urge
i just got to make you mine.
i lick my lips, still wit her hand
inside mine, as we sit on the
rocks, water flows between
our toes. adrenaline surpasses
deep within me; i giggle.
you are excited; im excited.
bliss…from the 1st kiss…
to the first touch of wetness..
or soft sand at our feet.
we are sucked into another
demension of careless matters
and devoted inspirations.
cheek to cheek, we sit; staring.
the sunset warms me; the glow
on your face i devour in the instant.
i fall in love again; everytime i come
to the beach, there is love. i fall in
love again; the water, the sand, the view.
me & you. the wind between us; the
sounds of waves crashing as we touch;
the soft breeze brushin past your soft skin;
and in that moment, i fall in love again.

Day Dreams

holding onto a dream
writing it all down
piecing it together
before it shall crumble
as i linger inside
my head tells a story
and before i even realize
my eyes fall quick to sleep
you enter the plot
without missing a beat
quickly taking the lead role
to my midnight daydreams
engaging in the final seconds
as the story now unfolds
you are relaxed & quiet
until i let out a scream
running towards the curtain
yelling “please never let go”
if tomorrow becomes today
and my dream a reality
then i shall see you forever
inside my midnight daydreams

escape with me to paradise

i close me eyes
and i fall into the air
falling down a spiral of twisted emotions
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flat line ; but am i dead?
i see the mist clear and vanish
& the instant that i see your face
and your hand extends to mine.....
but do i follow you....

i reach my arm out to come
close to yours as i smile in this strange world
wondering how did i get here in the first place.
visions of my pasts hell
flash before my eyes in mere seconds
and before i can even say one word
you catch every piece of my heart
that comes flying around you
and you hold them tight...as the winds calm

and the images disappear...
you start to play with what you caught inside your hand

every broken piece of my heart
from when i would try and care so much
for people in my past...
friends...family..and others...
you hold tight in your grasp...
and quickly...with one simple touch
of your hand to mine...

the pieces are mended back together...
and the beating of my heart beats steady...
quick paces.....skipping immensely...

and in that very second when our fingers meet
hand in hand...and we pull one another close...
i can feel the happiness
rage inside my veins...
and i look deep into your eyes..

* dont let this feeling escape *


you are that very feeling...one ive never imagined before...
but why imagine now....because it is mere
reality in my face...
at my fingertips grasps....
and it's surrounding me like a wall of fire...
flames burning inside my soul
of this emotion so divine...

and i quickly take my hand and place it to your heart...
please baby....don't let go...just say...
you will let love in...
you met me this far...

so close to seeing the grand finale...
the fireworks...the loud orchestra...
the celebration of two...that become as one...

and i say to you now...with every inch of my souls belief...
can we take it all the way...

Take My Away...

Just image the city lights....
take my breath away....
adrenaline surpasses through me.

I wanna see the way others live.
I want a taste of the other person's world.
Ever since I was a child, I always wanted to travel
over-seas and see what we are missing.
I want to feel that rush through my veins....
the blood pumping so fast I can't control the
words that are begging to escape my lips.

My only outlook to paradise...
a world yet to be discovered.
Let me just take it all in....
let me just stare at its glory...
let me just hold onto this momemnt forever...
Take Me Away.

Music is my Shining Light

I believe for everything I am un-able to say myself
& everything that I just can not find the words to...
I turn to music & within a matter of seconds
I find that perfect song...
the lyrics...
over the sweetest tempo....
combined into one masterpiece....
pulsating through my veins...
imprinting inside my mind...
i devour it entirely....
taking sips...
upon sips...
into my soul...
deep within...
and I become one with the song...
the melody....
I become music.
Music is my shining light....

RIP M.J.

What else is there to say.....
Music took a big hit that day...
& will never be the same.
Sadden by the way his Tribute was done
on BET awards. I would of loved to
be apart of making that show.
It should of been the show to go down in
history just like his passing.
But FAILED. Highly disappointed.
But he knows...he will forever be loved...
and missed....and his legacy lives on!